This changes everything

What am I supposed to do?

You just changed everything, you just changed the whole fucking game. The whole thing. Everything.

Please.

Please just stab me through the fucking heart and be rid of me, I can't deal with it. It's too much.

Your eyes are too much.

Staring up at me. Probing. Investigating. Researching.

Seeing.

Really... seeing. I know that you see me, and I see you.

Please let me be free of it, let me escape with that memory of you staring up at me...

That lingering, uncertain goodbye. I can't stand it.

That deep breath, like it was our last chance, like we were about to parachute into a war zone or a massacre.

That breath will devastate me as long as I live.

Please... release me, or admit you have captured me. Release me, I'm serious.

Release me or I am finished.